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Live! From The Mauve Zone

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Episode 1 Part 2 never happened, but you can read the script:

***honest and true lost occult media made by REAL schizophrenics!*** I put hours into this fucking shit and no one will ever see it!***

What is L!FTMZ?

*** the commercial version ***

Ah, Live from the Mauve Zone… Live from the GAT damned MaUvE ZoNe. A little creation that brought much turmoil into my life. You might be wondering, just what is this show exactly? Why is there only one episode and Who is Eternal Priestess? WHO is DARK MARGARITAVILLE? Why were you making a show dedicated to the demon Mephistopheles? Well, I will attempt to answer all of these questions without making myself look like a raging lunatic, but I can’t hide the truth. Maybe I am a raging lunatic. Maybe I deserved it all. Maybe it was just what I asked for.

Here is a description from the former YouTube channel (by Eternal Priestess):

“Live! From the Mauve Zone is a psychedelic horror talk show centered around the occult, memetics, art, philosophy and culture hosted by two demented egregores as they traverse Subtle Space in search of Gnosis…and eternal life."

L!FTMZ was a show created to explore memes, art esotercism, and internet culture. We wanted to interview "schizo" / "esoteric" meme page admins and explore the magic of gathering followers on the internet. The episodes of L!FTMZ would tell an overaching story and include live interviews. Episode 1 PART 2 was never released, and therefore the interview with Dark Margaritaville was never released... UNTIL NOW!!!

click here to watch the interview with the purple prince of memes: Dark Margaritaville

You can also download the script for PART 2: here


*** esoteric drama lore version ***

L!FTMZ was a project cooked up by DAHMER VISION (aka ME) and a cute little married mischling lady who called herself Eternal Priestess on the internet. We were both on the same art-hoe BPD shit and became really close friends... some may say... suspiciously too close.

As much as I'd like to trash her and throw her under the bus for hurting my feelings and triggering my BETRAYAL TRAUMA (just rx pluto girl things), she was pretty fucking cool despite having that crazy pisces shit going on. Look, I don't have any pisces in my chart and I have zero planets in my 12th house. I'm also a 6th house chart ruler, ok, so the pisces shit really makes me feel NOT OKAY! She and I always wanted to work together and had planned to create some ritual content in the late summer of 2023. Unfortunately, she decided to up and disappear on me for almost a year or something because of a spider bite or some shit. She really did get bit by a spider, but it doesn't take a rocket scientist to know there was more going on.

When she reappeared we immediately went right back to being friends and became EVEN CLOSER due to realizing we had both been working with the same demon - the demon MEPHISTOPHELES! GEE WIZ - what a coincidence! We decided we would create a ritual art show devoted to Mephistopheles and ask that he help us become the greatest internet artists!

Have you ever read Faust?

Making a deal with Mephistopheles is just asking for it. Mephistopheles is a businessman, but he's like a fancy infernal used-care salesman. Would you buy a used car from somebody who looks like this?:

Making a deal involves two people, but what happens when you try to involve another? Kind of changes the chemistry a bit, don't you think? Who gets the glory? Who gets the business? Who gets the money and the love? Mephistopheles is the third wheel driving the car from the backseat. You might think you're in-control, but this is really just an illusion. The moment you even inquire about making a deal, you've already given yourself over to him and he will pull on your heart strings and make you act like demonic pinnochio. Evil exists in everyone's heart, Mephistopheles capitalizes on the Prima Materia.

Eternal Priestess explained it best when she created this powerpoint to explain The Mephistopheles Liminal Marketing strategy.

We released the first episode and I began editing part 2 - but it all fell a part one night when EP called me while I was TRIPPING the FUCK OUT and DRUNK! We both confessed our love for each other and then she proceeded to WARN ME that my boyfriend was becoming possessed by Mephistopheles and that I needed to get him away from me AT ALL COSTS and that I'd be much more impressed by her special forces husband! Look my brain is fragile if you haven't noticed, I WAS SCARED - I didn't care about her husband (who I suspect could be a damn FED BTW, don't @ me!!!!), but I did care about my soul being eternally damned to HELL!!! She sent me some hypnotic video to listen to that would "reset my nervous system" and I, being a dumb inebriated bitch, listened to it! Along with this, she kept telling me that my husband was going to do to me what her ex-husband did to her (not gonna air out the details of that trauma she wen't through but it was some really fucked up magical psychosis induced shit that I wouldn't wish on even the worst pseudo-ex girlfriend)! Long story short: I went fucking insane and had an absolutely UNHINGEDmeltdown on the telephone with her believing my husband was POSSESSED BY THE DEVIL because she said he was and I have a soft-brain and am easily mutable under the influence of drugz and alcohol hehe!

Number one magical tip for you all: never trust a pisces moon, especially one telling you your boyfriend is the DEVIL and creating cursed artwork of you loving on Goetic demons and shit. Black magic makes people behave strangely.

I woke up the next morning knowing that the chaotic BPD pisces moon energy needed to be far, far, far, away from me. The power of our enmeshed friendship was going to burn us both alive. I preformed a banishing ritual and about 10 minutes later EP announced she was leaving the internet because her baby fell out the bassinet and she needed to "basically be a christian now." The whole ordeal stressed her out pretty badly! But this is what happens when you fuck with this sort of thing. Let my retardation be a warning to you.

Shortly afterward she sent me an e-mail about her postpartum hormones causing her to go berserk on the internet (and this could be a legitimatae explanation...I think...). Of course, it was also riddled with subterranean insults placing herself in a position of heightened awareness and moral superiority over me - like really suggesting I was jealous of her house and wealth. Whatever helps you sleep at night, I love being poor and travelling with my unhinged husband in the Tantra van miss thang. She sent me the song "Are You Crying Coz I've Got a Big House?" - which is insane mars capricorn "my wealth is a show-and-tell prison" energy. The best part, of course, was this line: "DV, I have always harbored feelings for my female friends. It’s not unique to you." DAMN, LMAO!!!! RUDE MFER!!!

If I am being completely honest, of course, I'm not exempt from blame. The night where I was inebriated freaking out was SCARY AS FUCK to her and the magical aspects surrounding the scenario placed her back in that horrible space with her psychotic golem-ass ex-husband.

Did you know the word "faust" translates to "fist"?

The definition of fist is: "a person's hand when the fingers are bent in toward the palm and held there tightly, typically in order to strike a blow or grasp something."

Do you know the difference between grasping and approaching others with an open hand?

I want to make it clear to anyone reading this that my energy is a chaotic force of fire and if you really want to get close to me just know that my essence is going to burn down everything in you that is illusory! Despite the traumatic lunacy that occured I am generally thankful for meeting the psychotic little mischling lady that helped me create L!FTMZ! I love this shit! I'm proud of it! Madness is the gift that keeps giving and this is my relic to the goddess.

I could write about this for hours but the details of the entire situation are too motherfucking schizophrenic for any of you Mk Ultra Normies™ to even BEGIN to understand or entertain, and trying to explain it will just make look crazy and not in the fashionable, cool way. What I will say, is that working with deities like MEPHISTOPHELES is not for the faint hearted and if you aren't careful you will end up like me and my homegirl: DIVIDED and SELFISH AS HELL!

In conclusion, We all need to be more like Dark Marg: DETACHED AND ON ISLAND TIME!!! (A margarita a day keeps the spiritual psychosis away...)

To learn more, please consider checking out the Mephistopheles Portal.



~ Other L!FTMZ MEDIA ~



I made this commercial to advertise the upcoming show & interview with Dark Margaritaville. The show didn't actually come out on 6/6/24 because I was suffering from spiritual psychosis & GANGSTALKING at the time and was unable to calculate the amount of work that actually needed to be done! Such is the nature of wielding the ever powerful mars & venus square in my astrological chart. Not only did I create all of the animations and 90% percent of the graphics, but I also wrote the script entirely by myself only to have my emotionally unstable co-pilot accuse me of being a "tired person who can't be trusted" when it all fell a part! IMAGINE... I may be INSANE but one thing I'm not is a LIAR!!!



Shortly after the departure of MY LOVELY ASSISTANT I decided to make a "season finale" episode because I was UPSET that she started reaching out to every single person I spoke to on the internet and feeding them some bizarro narrative about me performing black magic rituals on my friends or some shit. Honestly, I wish I had been doing that, but I'm not that BPD!!!

ENTER: DARK MARGARITAVILLE

Let me tell you something - if you want to talk aesthetic swag, DARK MARGARITAVILLE (the ARTIST formerly known as Memes ov Saturn) has it going on. You can follow him on instagram here. At the time that Eternal Priestess and I decided we wanted to make this show DARK MARGARITAVILLE was POPPIN' TF OFF on my algorithm! A lot of his memes were spookily relevant to my personal life, almost like he was living in my cyber-walls!

I was living on the island of Vieques at the time and the aesthetic he'd cultivated in his art was very pertinent. Being on that island was like taking a trip to Dark Margaritaville. There was so much beauty and hope - every day I walked outside and saw the carribean ocean and wild horses, but I also saw extreme poverty, indigenous crackheads, and felt a sense of serious isolation being away from mainland, U.S.A. His memes are far more than memes though, they're liminal icons of digital voyeurism. You can buy his book here.

The Interview

Pre-Interview

DV & EP speculate about the mysterious identity of DARK MARG? What type of entity makes this content? Were our predictions correct?

Was It All Just A Dream?

In the cyber-world, the line between myth and reality is non-existent, we breathe life into the egregore. I wanted to make a deal with Mephistopheles to become the best meme-maker alive, and that fuckin' bastard brought me to DARK MARG! Dark Marg was chosen by the Devil HIMSELF to be caught in the middle of DV & EP's homoerotic cluster b meltdown! What a guy! The relationship between Mephistopheles, Eternal Priestess, Dark Margaritaville/Memes Ov Saturn, and my own egregore, Dahmer Vision, has me wondering: was it all just a big test? A big JOKE, a PUNCHLINE with a FIST, perhaps? It's hard to say - but, I did pick up a piece of advice during my stay in DARK MARGARITAVILLE:

Wasting away again in Margaritaville
Searching for my lost shaker of salt

Some people claim that there's a woman to blame
But I think it could be my fault,

maybe, just maybe

I blew out my flip-flop (how?)
Stepped on a pop top
I broke my leg twice, had to limp on back home
God, I still feel pain
I wish I had some cocaine
But that's been gone since early this morn' (long gone)
Wasting away again in Margaritaville
(yes, I am, yes, I am, I'm)
Searching for my lost shaker of salt

Some people claim that there's a woman to blame And I know, it's my own damn fault

Some people claim that there's a woman to blame There always is and I know It's my own damn fault




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